Saturday, August 13, 2016

  SLEEPCHAMBER Tour Ov GERMANY 1997

(SLEEPCHAMBER Line-Up including BARBITCHUETTES 1997 German Tour)


This Tour started when one time member ANDREW WOOLF got it in hiz head (from being in contact with my German label FUNFUNDIVERZIG and other German connections)..that this would be a great idea. I told him from the start that I waz not going to be part ov this workload. I only told him that we wanted a fixed price ov $5000.00 a show. -or- the complete door price.
I also told Andrew he had to get 'a Band & BARBITCHUETTES' for the performances. 
At that time SLEEPCHAMBER waz playing 'The Limelight NYC' and other local Boston Shows. there waz a break-down in SLEEP in 1996. You will find little shows from that year. Maybe a few. I waz nursing a serious Heroin addiction. I waz trapped between addiction and Methadone maintenance. 
Andrew knew my situation. He also visited Me at times to score for himself. 
I got to give him credit. Something I thought I waz only capable ov Andrew waz managing to construct. He managed to get in touch with BARBITCHUETTE "Lulu" and her friend who agreed to do the German tour.
At this point the BARBITCHUETTES were disbanded.
Not officially. I waz just in a bad situation. And it waz only getting worse.
I did not have what I needed inside to do the footwork.
Yet playing Germany waz a dream kum true. I waz not going to let this addiction destroy all my dreams. So, I decided I would go anyway.
'My situation'...waz known right off the start. I needed an opiate dose or I waz going to be really sick. Nothing short ov that. I should have never left it in any one else's hands. Yet I did. It waz going to all end up in My lap...I just did not know it yet.

Truth be told...Andrew went to Berkeley School ov Musick and drafted 2 guys to 'listen' to SLEEP musick and play Synth & Guitar on the German Tour.
I had reminded Andrew more than a few times..."Make sure theze guys Wear-all-Black"...I waz ready enough to roll the dice on this plan. My concerns were elsewhere. I usually take more control over such a plan. 
Andrew at one time said to me..."I found a Band that you will not be able to corrupt"..He waz under the notion that I waz the problem with Tour Line-ups..    (I WAZ). 
Because after the "Leather & Lust Tour" ov California 1992 the line-up ov Eugene Difrancisco & Arthur PW left SLEEPCHAMBER (right after arriving  in Boston ). Seems like joking about the turbulence on the flight home waz not funny.  It would now be impossible to get them for this New Tour ov Germany.
And he waz right. Andrew informed Me that he contacted them...(unknown to Me).. I would have told him that he waz wasting hiz time.  I have no problem admitting that I am very hard on myself when it kums to Touring or playing out-ov-town.I feel that I have to release the energy that I gather from the efforts in putting a major concept together. It takes 100% out ov your Time and your Will.
I have to adjust myself to a high level ov processing  when playing out-ov-
(BARBITCHUETTE "Zora" by JOHN ZEWIZZ)

town. My adrenaline haz to be on 10 for Me to perform and control surrounding kaos  elements.
I have found that most do not understand just what it takes to organize and perform such shows. I have to web out and over-see all parts ov the Performance. From the Lights, to the Sound... the Songs chosen...Which BARBITCHUETTE will perform in what Song...How many BARBITCHUETTES in each Song..etc. This iz not counting the small things like: guest list, payment for the Show, roadies,alcohol,stage set-up,gel colors for the lights,backstage access,security for The BARBITCHUETTES and Myself,and the list ov 'little things' goes on...and I know how important all things are when it kums to putting on a Performance that I am happy with.
(JOHN ZEWIZZ by Luna Tsuki)
I arrived in Germany a few days before meeting 'the band'...I waz with Lulu and her dominatrix friend.. We had a few days to organize and plan on what we were going to do and where. My mind waz still wrapped up with why Andrew did not want to go on this tour. He waz still officially a member ov the band then. I asked him a few times why he waz not going..he just gave me vague answers that really did not answer the question. But like I said...I had much more important things 
to address than this.
Me and Lulu and Sue ?..played around doing nothing for awhile. Waiting for 'the band' to arrive.  I waz smoking hash with My record label friends getting really stuck. I asked the 'Tour Manager' Ralph about 'My situation'...he said a friend in Berlin waz going to help. Only problem it waz almost 4 days away till we played Berlin. We had a show the night before too. He noticed 'my condition' the next day. It had been over 24 hours since we arrived and I waz really not doing well. i remember him saying.."You can't do a show in that condition"...I will call a doctor ..we will fix this". Now I had plenty ov experience with My addiction and the regular treatment that you get from doctors. I told him that he waz wasting hiz time. No doctor will prescribe anything effective.
The doctor he spoke with on the phone said that he would see Me. I waz surprised. I even made a bet with him..I would buy him a case ov hiz favorite beer if I waz prescribed anything worthwhile. 
We arrived at the doctors office. I noticed that he waz on the second floor ov a pharmacy. I did not take much more notice other than that. In the doctors office I sat while the tour manager and the doctor spoke in German. I heard the manager mention at least 6-7 tour dates. The doctor turned to Me and said "Do you know how serious your situation iz ?..for an artist ? ..I'm going to prescribe you some Methadone. So that you can continue your shows...how much Methadone are you on in the States ?"...Now I waz not on a clinic,and not on a 'maintenance program'. But I still needed this Methadone for completing the Performances in the way I wanted them done.
I know Methadone. I know what dose will give Me a 'kick' and what dose iz too much.
Well, the doctor prescribed Me 80-mg ov Methadone a day for a two week period. Then I waz told that he would reduce the amount daily to kum down off  the Methadone over a 4-week period.
On the way out I purchased 14 bottles ov Methadone.($24.99). Each bottle contained 80mg. There waz also an alcohol store right there. I bought a case ov the manager's favorite beer.  I drank a bottle ov Methadone and washed it down with the managers favorite beer... We were off..
Now it waz time to meet the band and see what modification I had (or not) to do with the band.
I got along fine with them. They seemed to already have been briefed by Andrew Woolf. the only problem with this sort ov concept iz that you will already have a built in bias on the person you are working for. Lets be straight with this. Theze two musicians were 'hired guns'. I agreed to comply with this type ov arrangement. I have worked with 'hired guns' before. They never work out. Like I said...they kum complete with a story-board image ov you.
They also do not respect the oath ov any SLEEPCHAMBER philosophy.
This we will see be their downfall more than a few times.


I waz not 100% and expected my backup people to be in position. To be honest about this 'type' ov situation. I condition all SLEEPERS* by exposing them to My psyche. I expose them to My virtues. I strip myself from all and any prejudice I may hold. I reflect an open image ov being vulnerable giving them the choice ov being in control. This dynamic ov submission provides sincerity. A Magickal tool from the virtues vault. It contains integrity. (a virtue that needs to be earned).
Well, not looking to corrupt this line-up i kept all indulgences to myself. 
It's natural to want to be social, its social to want to share. The only issue I had with a band that did not indulge in after show celebrations iz that the Vodka waz filling up the back ov the bus. On my rider I had 1-gallon ov 'Stoli' vodka and 2 cases ov beer per show. Now, I'm one that can keep up with the best ov them...but with no one to drink with...I do not drink az much. And thats a good thing. 

I waz on 80-mg ov Methadone. Worth mentioning..theze are 'very bad-mixtures'..I waz somewhat knowledgeable ov this..still ...I needed to be set free...I needed theze performances to convince Me that what I waz doing waz not a total waste ov time..not for my ego...for the inner-self that makes Me who I am. I venture to where most can not follow.... with their reasons being many  evolve to excuses. results being none.

Our First show..BOCHUM...it waz Great..it had been a long time. 
Time wasted on a thrill trap. It waz time to move on. This show reflected that.
I had picked up an anxiety snag somewhere in Boston. Around 1992. I think it waz just after Jonathan Briley left the band. I'm not saying at all that this may have been thee snag...just that it waz around that same year. The subconscious investment, not worth it here. Solution accomplished : on anxiety at that First show in BOCHUM~Germany~:3:7:97:~


(JOHN ZEWIZZ & BARBITCHUETTE "Lulu" /Frankfurt 97)

I waz really caught off guard when I saw the TV crew. The audience waz growing slowly. I waz dreading a low-show in front ov a TV network.
I had no idea who they were. I waz not briefed with any kind ov notice on TV Stations or networks that were taking control ov My domain.
There waz only a small show ov PRESS autonomy. (Its a programmed solution to accessing areas or people that may be difficult to access).
I made sure ahead ov time that this would not be a problem. 
The show went off perfect.(its pretty hard for Me to say this). The Show waz a 'sell-out'..the audience completed the Performance.

Considering that The BARBITCHUETTES had little time to adjust to each other's inhibitions or their uninhibited zones. 
I give them full credit here. This show waz Great. The BARBITCHUETTES (after just meeting each other for the first time)...had to personally adjust their sexual roles to a New standard ov foreplay.
Lead BARBITCHUETTE "Lulu" waz in control over the pride ov female adepts. For the German girls...it must have been harder. (being instructed by 2 pro dominatrix's)haha... The language barrier being the obvious major objective.
I found the 'language barrier' something that worked in My favor. Especially in possible romantic interludes. It waz incredibly exciting. Being proper had a different meaning. Mistaken moves were permitted because translation waz not obvious or available ...covering most inhibitions or social behavior to mistaken understandings or reactions to innocent advancements.
Before I knew it, the TV crew waz filming all ov us back-stage. I do not have an issue with this. Az long az everyone knows they are a guest.
I only say this because ov past problems with crews and individuals who have  assumed that they were 'in charge'.
No need for that here. BOCHUM waz warm and friendly. The audience waz our first in Germany. They set the mood for the rest ov the Tour.
The TV crew were not in the least bit invasive. The interviewers were friendly and educated in SLEEPCHAMBER.(a rare moment at times).
There iz much,much more to the GERMAN 97 TOUR. I will include more on 'stories on the road'...backstage...Performances, and rare moments.
I have collected many memories ov this tour. from 'live' rekordings to my diary, memorabilia,pix,and plenty more. The 1st TV broadcast haz a transvestite explaining our style ov Musick. And how it iz not her type ov Musick.
I will explain the 2nd interview later. They also filmed the complete Performance.
In a 2nd part ov The 1997 Tour Ov GERMANY.  

SLEEPCHAMBER~ "Monkeyman" Live Rostock 97

You can find other songs from this show on u-tube. The 'Complete Show' will be available on
The ANUBUS:23 Station (official SLEEPCHAMBER U-Tube Channel

+JOHN ZEWIZZ+ 08/13/16
  *SLEEPERS~ aka Rooks, Knights and other such ranks within the SLEEPCHAMBER circle. Each rank fills an intent throughout the support system.  
 
     Our next show waz Berlin. My first impression ov Berlin waz that it reminded Me ov Manhattan.NYC From the instant graffiti scribbling and tagging. There waz plenty ov people to meet. that's for sure. Berlin had all the energy ov New York City too. I guess its what I totally assumed it would be. There waz the first 'Fetish Show' ov the Tour. Our live show waz broadcast from the soundboard to a Radio station in Berlin. It waz a real busy show because it waz a much bigger venue and event. I spent time smoking hash backstage with a couple ov women. We talked about the 'Fetish events' and musick in general. There waz also a couple ov opening musickal acts. I missed the first one. The second one turned out to be a 'situation' ....I don't know, but suspect..that this band must have seen our act at least once. The male lead singer started to kiss another member ov the band (female)..it waz in a very sexual way. I think there plan waz for all the band members to do the same. Unfortunately....another female left her keyboard and ran off stage. Quite possibly the lead singers girlfriend ? Anyway..they made another go at it and the musick waz pretty good but the stage plan had changed. I'm not sure if it waz this 'Fetish show' or the another one where the 2 new band members ov SLEEPCHAMBER were rejected from going into the 'Fetish rooms' because.."the did not look right'...??? Hahaha...Sorry..but I told Andrew that theze guys should wear 'all black'...and must look 'the part'...they did not. I waz told by the keyboard player that they were not believed when they explained that they were 'in' SLEEPCHAMBER.  I said "OK"..and looked at the 2 ov them. One waz wearing a navy blue gas station jump-suit. (X-large)...and the keyboard player waz wearing black pants but a red plaid shirt...I waz kinda angry at both Andrew and the 2 new members at this point. It seemed like they were not conforming to the SLEEP dress code.

(JOHN ZEWIZZ~ Hamburg-Germany 97)

 That if you are told about it..you are clue-less. Why should I have to even explain how to dress. What waz I going to do ? I walked them both over to a 'whipping room' and explained that "They are with Me.." I felt like I waz with a couple ov kids. They were allowed in...I went backstage. We still had some time and I wanted to mix with the backstage crowd a bit before going on. It waz great to see such a wild mixture ov people. There waz no dominant crowd. You had your Goths & Crows..(all black dress)..some middle aged people that had been loyal to SLEEPCHAMBER from the beginning. There waz a good amount ov female 'Exoticks' (fetish gear & colored hair)..and a couple ov 'Skinheads' were in the stew ov individuals. I knew we had a good if not great BARBITCHUETTE Line-up....they were efficient and already competent. I waz happy. I knew that we had a great show and had already played the night before and it waz well received. After the show...a romance had started. Like I said...the language barrier waz working in my favor. A beautiful lusty red-head. And a natural too. There waz some clumsy word play in the hotel room some laughing...and the romance waz off. I feel like I'd already been waiting for it to happen. Within the first 5 days everything waz going great. Noteworthy iz that I waz making a grave error in the taking ov the Methadone. I found that after the first time..the dose ov Methadone waz no longer getting me high. I had to take another 80-mg bottle to 'feel it'. So now I'm on 160-mg ov Methadone. About to stupidly increase the dosage by another 80-mg ov Methadone.
                                       
                                          GERMAN TV~ (footage from Tour Venues 97)

                                     
SLEEPCHAMBER~ "GERMAN TV" ~ (Footage from assorted Performances, Interviews and Mentions ov Tour.
Germany iz a Great Country. I love the Individuality I found there. There were groups ov fans that followed us from City to City az long az they could.  Support wize...even though none ov the 5 ov them could speak a 'word' ov English, We all had a wonderful time partying and enjoying each others company. I felt obligated to reward their support. I offered them just about EVERYTHING !   Thing waz that they already had copies ov all CDs we were selling. The same with the 2-different T-Shirts. I gave them the 'Set Lists' from the stage ov each Performance. There were 3-5 'Set Lists' for each show. (1-for each member ov the Band, and a few for THE BARBITCHUETTES-(who saved theirs). So, we were getting somewhere. They were allowed back-stage for each Show. I offered them anything from My rider-(what goodies & food the Venue provides through Contract. *(SEE RIDER FOR ZEWIZZ / from Contract).

(JOHN ZEWIZZ by Luna Tsuki)

 They followed us for 4-5 Performances. At the last Show we did I soaked myself with water. Pouring bottles over My head to kool down. It waz so hot on the stage I waz soaked every Show to the max. I offered them My rubber shirt and they kindly refused. They had an idea just what the shirt cost. ($150.)   Now thats what I consider Real Individuals. They could have just az eazy excepted the rubber shirt and had it Autographed by SLEEP CHAMBER and sold it on E=bay for who knows how much.

BARBITCHUETTES- (the Red-Heads)
CLUB STUBNITZ~ ROSTOCK-Germany 3:21:97

 If you guys read this, and from your dedication at the Performances..I'm sure at least one ov you are...HELLOW !...and I will always remember our times back-stage together.   For 2 groups ov people speaking different languages, not knowing what each other waz saying....We got along perfectly !... I Salute You friends ... You were Fun to hang out with. It waz sad (az usual) saying 'Good bye"... But You will never be forgotten.  PS~ I waz impressed with the SLEEP CHAMBER collections each person had. Really... WOW.  I could not offer you anything...and that waz fine with you. "MY FRIENDS IN GERMANY...ARE THE BEST"....John Z.


By the time we got to HEIDELBERG I had made the grave mistake ov drinking 3 bottles ov 80-mg ov Methadone (160-mg). I remember getting there. I could not keep My eyes open. I waz falling asleep in the middle ov conversations. It waz causing Me anxiety right through the effects ov the Methadone. Which I waz realizing waz an OD. There waz issues with getting to a venue and while doing an instant soundcheck while arriving...The BARBITCHUETTES were consuming the best ov the rider backstage. (Smoked salmon,fresh fruit,chocolates,yogurt,and other goodies). By the time we had finished our soundcheck the BARBITCHUETTES had eaten up the best ov our platters. I had told one ov the SLEEP members to run ahead and hide some ov the items we wanted. Well, the BARBITCHUETTES had noticed that the usually waiting goodies were short a few ov the regular items they had kum to love. I waz listening in one ear about the goodies were hidden for us later. With the other ear hearing the complaints about a shortage ov goodies backstage. It waz kinda a nightmare. All this kaos and Me being out ov commission. I made it to the stage in Heidelberg in a mad sweat. I waz seeing double. I still managed to get through most ov the 70 minute set. Missing 2 songs. They ended up instrumentals with the BARBITCHUETTES putting their best tit forward. I left the stage when I thought I waz going to pass-out. I went back stage and washed My face in ice cold water in a sink.

(JOHN ZEWIZZ~ Heidelberg,Germany 97 /photographer unknown)                

 It waz less than 30 seconds before I heard a voice say.."if you do not finish the set...you won't get paid"...obviously someone waz in panic..and it waz not Me. I guess I fail to see the problem with Me leaving the stage for a song or two ?? Matters not...I understand. Anyway..I missed 1- song "Cobra Heartbeat"..The Band did a short improv piece due to a 'panic' ..I waz not on stage for the song. . And I completed the final 2 songs. I have the soundboard tape for those who say otherwize. I will post it on u-tube. I did OD on Methadone. I waz a walking zombie. Never-the-less... I did complete the show. Its a great Performance. When you hear the tape , you will notice that there iz a song and a half (actually) that iz missing My vocals...I'm backstage with My face in a sink puking and sweating My ass off. I return to wrap up a great set. This 'Performance' iz being uploaded (Complete Show) so that you can judge for yourself.
ANUBUS23  Channel
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC6bMNtdwN4Zp4uHjZkiz45g
Check this Channel on a regular basis. The HEIDELBERG show 97.  (To be Posted Here upon its upload-COMPLETE SHOW)                    (JOHN ZEWIZZ~ Heidelberg-Germany 97 / photographer unknown)                                                


I missed a lot that night. I had to just go back to the hotel and sleep. I could not possibly keep my eyes open. There waz a big party. I guess there waz obviously some interesting people.
I have to cut short some stories to put other ones in. I waz in a haze for a few days. None ov it affected the Performances other than the Heidelberg glitch.
Another 'fun time' waz when the keyboardist when into a highway store ,you know the kind right along the highway. Well, we parked our Mercedes Bus and got out to stretch ...
(JOHN ZEWIZZ~ by Luna Tsuki)
,,,our legs, get something to eat and arrange all the Vodka and cases ov beer in the back space ov the bus. We were all out in the parking lot...causing somewhat ov a small scene. Getting back to the Keyboard player .
PROBLEMS ...
I saw him enter the store. Behind him waz another band..ya, band. They were right behind him and I noticed something waz up. The keyboardist had a shirt on that said "Police" on the back. I guess its suppose to look like a cop shirt..or the band "The Police".it waz not impressive either way.
The other band waz questioning him. "Are you Police ?"..in a sarcastic manner. and I let them play for a minute. When I walked up behind them I said.."I'm a cop"..and acted more aggressive than they were use to seeing or would test. They instantly said that they were kidding..and we should kum out to their van and meet their band. Trying to be friendly now. We did..and acted genuine when we said that they had a 'kool' VW van and asked them 'where they were playing' ..I could hardly control myself. knowing what we (SLEEPCHAMBER) were packing right over My shoulder. When they got a glimpse ov one ov the BARBITCHUETTES in a guarder-belt and rubber top. Their faces were priceless ! Az we walked over to "Our" bus & contents..they were amazed seeing the rest ov the BARBITCHUETTES and "Our ride". I gave them 2 gallons ov Stoli vodka and we left. This Band Line-Up acted like they were in high school detention through out the complete Tour.
I'm in the front seat showing the 'driver' where to go. Check out the 'body language' ov the Band ! Hahahaha...this iz the 'game' they played through-out the Tour. Look at the faces. THIS SAYS IT ALL..!!! This iz what I had to deal with. ...And Won..!!! I assisted the other band member-(guitarist) who waz being 'teased' about "Looking for a Confrontation".  Az the skinhead driver would constantly ask him. I told the skinhead "I waz looking for a Confrontation"....it stopped there. It waz old and he knew it. He stopped. With no appreciation the guitarist returned to hiz place on the stage to do a sound check-(head down the whole time).

Andrew Woolf had told Me that he hired a Line-Up that I would not be able to corrupt. They were Great musicians. (fresh from Berkley School ov Musick) but had no experience in traveling. Never mind setting-up every night. They seemed lost at every venue. It waz hard for Me to say that theze guys were "SLEEPCHAMBER"...They were 'clean'...but Shit...they were a Fucking 'drag' everywhere we went. And everything we did had a battle ship ov morals aimed at any and all the Fun..!! It waz a great day and it ended up with a little drama (perfect) and it waz time for romance...


         (Barbitchuette LULU in Berlin,Germany March 8th 1997)                              


I had been rehearsing with a new Line-Up ov members also put together by Andrew Woolf. (I forget their names-sorry) SLEEP CHAMBER played about 3 shows with this Line-Up.
  • There waz so much anger because this short-lived Line-Up waz not going on Tour to Germany. I did not mention it till after the 'warm-up' shows. I never told them they were going. They just assumed. Not to mention the scrapping between Me and the guitarist . We did not get along about anything. Not smart enough to get along with Me. I think he waz trying to impress Me. It just came off az arrogance and ego. There waz two shows in Boston-AXIS & MANRAY and one in NYC at "The BATCAVE".  Now I know that there haz been more than one 'BATCAVE' in NYC. This performance waz not at the 'original' location in the City. it waz at the 2nd attempt to keep this underground club alive. They were plagued with all sorts ov typical club problems.

  • PROBLEMS ...
  • I knew there waz going to be major issues with the band...that waz rehearsing with the idea that 'They' were going to be Touring with SLEEP CHAMBER in Germany.
  • Most ov the line-up ov BARBITCHUETTES had plans already in motion for the dates ov the Tour. The Line-Up I played theze 'warm-Up' shows were beyond angry when I told them I had a different Line-Up chosen by manager Andrew Woolf to Tour Germany.  One ov them claimed to be a professional Tattoo Artist. I had seen 2 different tattoo's that he had done. One waz on Andrew Woolf. I made the mistake ov getting a personal tattoo done by him-(Guitarist)...I had My current Girlfriend's-(for 1-year)- name tattooed on My upper arm in a combination ov Sandscript & Latin.  SEMIRAMIS ... ( The tattoo waz not only poorly copied but faded within 4-months).  I found out from a real pro tattoo artist..that the dummy had gone down too far in My skin. My skin had grown over the tattoo..!!  It waz that deep. I also think he took out hiz frustration on Me by taking 6 hours to do a 3-hour-(tops) tattoo. It waz more painful than usual, but I assumed it waz natural. The tattoo...looks like I had it done 40 years ago its so faded. This tattoo iz from the 80's and it looks much better than hiz done in 1997.
ANYWAY ...
  • I did not have to trim down The BARBITCHUETTES.
  • A major, fully committed BARBITCHUETTE "LuLu" waz more than ready to go. LuLu had been a main producer for the BATCAVE show in NYC. Not only did she assist in the line-up ov BARBITCHUETTES for that show...LuLu also brought along another 'Dominatrix' for the German Tour. This New BARBITCHUETTE had performed at the BATCAVE like a natural. 
  • From the Video below you can see for yourself. I think that she waz a blonde for the BATCAVE show..then a Red-head for the German Tour.
  • I apologize for forgetting her name here. (Sometimes its impossible to remember all The BARBITCHUETTES names). I will update her name az soon az I can.
  • There are a few different BATCAVE videos on u-tube. There iz one by 'ERGO FELIX CULPA which contains the 'backstage footage'
  • LIVE AT THE BAT-CAVE ...

  • Below iz a version ov "SALOME" featuring BARBITCHUETTE "LuLu".

The BATCAVE Show seems to be split up everywhere. I have yet to see a complete version ov the Performance. If a 'Complete' Performance iz uploaded it will be more than likely on the 
VIMEO Network on THE SLEEPCHAMBER VIDEO DEN:



SLEEPCHAMBER VIDEO DEN
https://vimeo.com/channels/414871

  • (above Zewizz & BARBITCHUETTE @ The Rat-Boston 94 by LUNA TSUKI)
  • yet another Video ov "Animal Magnetism" from The BATCAVE Performance haz been located. It features original BARBITCHUETTES "Summer" & "Cheryl Lynn"

  • ADULT MATERIAL 
  • SLEEP CHAMBER~ "Animal Magnetism"(Live @ The Batcave NYC 1995)
  • What did I just say... Well, THE COMPLETE BAT-CAVE SHOW appeared on both THE SLEEPCHAMBER VIDEO DEN and the Official SLEEPCHAMBER Channel on U-Tube ANUBUS23. 
  • This Performance iz taken from a Master tape. It contains a 'pre-Interview backstage and the complete Show. It iz so popular I found 4 versions ov it oin U-Tube. Best to support SLEEPCHAMBER by viewing this complete version...and to really support us -more than you think..iz to SUBSCRIBE to both Channels. Or at least ANUBUS23...it Free and helps keep us Alive...I'm asking you to please SUBSCRIBE .. You are helping us fight the people who think SLEEPCHAMBER iz a waste ov time & iz 'Obnoxious' ... SUBSCRIBE !!             Channel LINK (below)

  • https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC6bMNtdwN4Zp4uHjZkiz45g
KAY TUE ov SLEEPCHAMBER manages and designs our 'Official U-Tube Channel'  He iz a Professional painter & designer. Az you will notice from hiz work with the Video titles & layout designs. Make no mistake. This all iz very time consuming .

  • Behind The Scenes
  • There waz little to no inhibitions between any ov the German BARBITCHUETTES. 
  • It took about a week before I had found a queen-bee to fool around with. You got to remember...it can get very boring driving for 8-12 hours to the next Venue.
  • Ov course I got instantly involved with one ov the German red-heads. Did I mention that there were 3 Red-Headed BARBITCHUETTES out ov 6 ov them ? She waz very charming and sexual. More so than say an American female.
  • Our first adventure waz when we found ourselves alone together in a hotel room.
  • The language barrier waz instantly arousing..to Me at least. We found it personal to exchange interests and desires. We both wanted to fuck. It waz in her eyes..it waz in her reactions to My humor. I'm sure that after awhile we both acted like we did not understand what each other wanted. Other than we both Wanted each other.
The first night together there waz 3 ov us. Me and 2 German ladies.
At one point, one ov them left while I waz out getting more Vodka from the bus.
We were all smoking hash and  had run out ov Vodka. (again). I went down to the Bus and grabbed a gallon.
Ov course, when I returned there waz only one wasted beauty laying on the bed. (with a white bra & a black skirt on)..  My 'fetish dream'...It waz obvious, the mood waz VERY romantic.
We had just finished a Performance...and it went a bit overboard...our eyes had met and during the final songs..the interaction got Hot. She had grabbed My cock through the latex pants..and rubbed it softly for longer than what iz assumed to be average. I returned the action with a reaction ov sliding My fingers up under her rubber bra....I waz HOT..!
Her nipples were hard...very hard. Through My singing I could hear her soft moans and panting. They were distracting az hell yet added to the atmosphere ov the Performance. Her hot breath on My face during "Kiss The Whip" sealed the deal. 
I waz 'in heat'...My cock waz rock hard and I knew there waz more than romance in the air..the romance waz on the stage. It waz during our next rendezvous that waz going to be uninhibited and full on.
 In the hotel room we were smoking hash..my adrenaline waz kuming down slowly. After drinking  Vodka I waz mellowing out. We both laid around in our underwear laughing and speaking our different languages.. she understood English but did not understand My sense ov humor. Which can be amusingly strange and extremely funny.
The fine line between adjusting to your adrenaline kum down and how much you drink and drug iz impossible to gauge. But iz very important. 
We started kissing...it did not take long till we were both all over each other. One big mistake I made waz falling asleep while eating her out. She waz a natural red-head. Her pussy waz shaved. She had pubic hair stubble but it waz more than enjoyable. I woke up to a slap across My face. I knew instantly I had fallen asleep. I waz just so tired from the show. The slap waz not that bad.But then she asked Me "what iz My Name ?"...I had forgotten and at this moment I waz never going to remember it...on the spot. We both lusted after each other bad enough where it waz forgotten quickly. Eventually...she giggled and we fell off to sleep in white cotton sheets ....ahhhhhh...till the next time we fuck...waz all I could think ov. You know the type ov person you just can't take your hands or lips off ? She waz constantly on My mind...(distracting az hell)...but acceptable..to Me.
"Club Stubnitz" ROSTACK-Germany 
(March 3rd 1997)






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Sunday, August 7, 2016

WOMEN OF THE SS  "In Charge"


Lets set the record straight on this information. For those weary ov facts or misinformed. I play all musick for THE WOMEN OF THE SS. There haz only been about 6-live
performances.
WOMEN OF THE SS haz existed from 1983-1996
In that time period there haz been a collection ov full C-60 cassette releases. A Vinyl LP, later made a Picture Disc. 3-7"vinyl singles, a VHS tape,CD and a DVD.
There are all sorts ov bootlegs and copies ov the cassettes.
I have current plans on releasing along with NIK FOG a digi-pak CD/DVD release.
This release will contain only vocal audio trax ov for the CD.
Most trax previously released but with some surprize unreleased material.
The DVD will contain the videos from the original VHS release along with backstage footage from Providence R.I.show 1994.

WOMEN OF THE SS "Live @ The Middle East"  2/26/93 (Last Performance)






The Middle East show(2/26/93) surfaced from a fan video. Unfortunately the complete show iz about 16 minutes long.(thanx KAY TUE for design)
Also on the DVD release will be rare videos that are either hard to find or not uploaded to u-tube.

WOMEN OF THE SS -"Piano Time"
                           I waz going to put this 1990 track on a compilation that never happened.The video iz taken from the original "Naughty & Nice Nazis's" video aka "And Az I Waz" mixed with the intro "Next Time You Make Me Kum". I mixed theze two trax together. We had to stop the filming ov this video because one ov the Women waz hitting Me in the cock with the riding crop. It waz almost a situation. The film goez on just a bit more. You see one ov the Women with open legs & shirt...and the other two end up sucking on her nipples from both sides.(sorry its not on the official release..I'll see about the upkumming digi-pak) The Vocalist iz a Russian Jew. So, az you can see this iz not a political concept. Its a Fetish concept. If you see theze women... .Please do not bother them. They have moved on and do not want 'the drama'. Or will tolerate it. You were warned.

With the 3LP vinyl box-set that haz been in the planning seems to have been someones intent to fill their WOMEN OF THE SS collection.I do not have much belief in that being released soon. There are 2 official releases in production. One iz a limited edition DVD numbered & signed.
The other release will be a 2 Disc-set (1-CD,1-DVD) digi pak design.
The first video made for WOMEN OF THE SS waz "Trying to please the SS" 1990.
 There iz a longer version ov this video,the musick continues then tribal drums start a voodoo-like beat. Its about 8-9 minutes long. The original unedited video.
Az far az WOMEN OF THE SS goes, I made the musick, wrote the lyrics, designed the covers & labels with some help from ASHLEY SWANSON on the CD layout & design.
The VHS tape waz designed by Cindy. (who claims that the release waz not legal).
I have all the contracts. Signed by all.
I also understand why theze women now might have an issue with something they did az folly may now bother them.
I really do not want to go into that direction with this. I would rather provide you with info that might interest you.
I filmed all the videos. The only odd duck iz "Trying to please the SS"...it waz 2 BARBITCHUETTES that filled in for the video.
All other videos are CINDY, LARISSA, and KARRI
I waz really taken back from 2 videos I found posted on u-tube. They are az good production & editing wize az the 'official' videos. I post them here az a 'Thanx' for bringing the trax "SS PET" alive
I also took many different photographs ov WOMEN OF THE SS. ..some were only BARBITCHUETTES posing az SS women. The ones with white blouses . One ov them iz actually the blonde from the "Submit to Desire" LP cover and the official video also.
I think you are starting to see how this web ov people fill in the blanks where needed.
We all had at one time an altered respect for each other. That diminishes over the years az each one finds another path other than the one we found each other on.
I see them az magickal times. I have also have heard some bands much like the style ov WOMEN OF THE SS...I am happy about this. It reflects that something I waz doing waz eventually worth it.

WOMEN OF THE SS "I am Women of the SS"



SS (Private photo session) by John Zewizz 1989.


Az you can see the first WOMEN OF THE SS vinyl 7"EP waz from 1984. I'm pretty sure the 1st cassette waz earlier like 1983. 
I do have unreleased material. Mostly instrumental musick like the last cassettes with found vocals blended in instead ov a true female SS vocal such az Larissa.
There are still a few ov unreleased trax I will be either releasing or having someone upload to u-tube. There iz a video for "Piss Sofie Piss" (official) it waz up on VIMEO for a year, it waz deleted with the last channels flush ov 276 videos. Because My videos were "Sexually Too Stimulating". This iz on a 'nude network' ... I fought them and won. But am very careful not to shake the boat. There iz a PRIVATE : WOMEN OF THE SS Channel :


Other odd facts on WOMEN OF THE SS....there haz been 3 different vocalists. One Czech' girl (with full accent) Rachelle Royer -(first vocalist) then lastly a Russian vocalist. (none ov them German, but thats only the mirage). I wanted to have a female European voice-(German firstly) because ov the name. 
Az a 'fetish concept'...I think I hit the same nerve in Me that others also find enjoying.
WOMEN OF THE SS iz aggressive,dominant, and alpha by nature.
I made sure the lyrics and song titles reflected the idea ov that particular piece ov musick.
The fetish ov this burlesque musick iz strong dominant women ...in uniform.
The more deadly the uniform, the stronger the female.
The speaking ov overly sexual stories laced with dark electronic waves and drones complete my concept ov
WOMEN OF THE SS.


WOMEN OF THE SS ~   Update 10/10/16

       In production iz a double disc set. Containing an audio CD and a video DVD.  The material iz from 1995-1993
Most will ask about the material being unreleased or pre released material. It will be packaged az a "Digi-Pak". A gate-fold Cover with inside packaging. Limited Edition.   MATERIAL :
The audio CD:                                      

(1985)                                                                                                           The Video DVD:    
1.....Iron Skirt Introduction                                                                       (1989)
                                                                                                                                                                                               
3.....Feeling ov purity                                                                               3)....PISS-(Water-Sports)
4.....Baited by a black slip                                                                       4)....SS Room ov Secrets
5.....Piss Sophie Piss                                                                                  5)....Piss Sophie Piss
6.....What a proper young lady                                                                 (1992)    
7.....Leather Thighs                                                                                   6)...Sherah & Zarbow  
8.....Unless She Can Kum                                                                         7)....Women of the SS~Video Stats by A.Nitrate
9.....Verboten Voice                                                                                   8)....Erotick Fantastick-(Soundtrack intro)
10....Az Kiss a Woman                                                                             8)....John Zewizz Introduces hiz Women of the SS 
11....Masturbation Waltz                                                                        9)....John Zewizz on Women of the SS (interview)
12....Orgasm                                                                                             10)....Women of the SS-(Trailer for NAUGHTY 
13....Beethoven SS #3                                                                                         &  NICE NAZIS) 1990
14....And Az I Waz                                                                                   11)....(Unreleased material/ consideration)
15....She iz so Different                                                                           12)....SS Live & Backstage-(Club Babyhead-
16....SS Vril Experiment                                                                                        RI. 1995)  TV Broadcast .
 (1989)                                                      
17....SS Pet        
18....I Am Woman of the SS                                                                                      
19....Tied to the Wall                          
20....Room of Secrets                             
(1990)                                     
21....PISS~(Water-Sports)      
22....Next Time You Make Me Kum     
(1991)                                             
23....SS Bitch                               24....SS Orgy                                  
  (1992)                                     
25....Sherah & Zarbow                       
(1993)                                       
26....Erotick~Fantastick-(Sndk intro)*                                                 

 (1994)                                            27....SS Sex Kitten                                  28....SS Will to Rules


SLEEPCHAMBER MUSICK, PLANS, and FUTURE

The whole construction ov SLEEPCHAMBER haz been at odds since the beginning. I think that it operates better in kaos az a unit under attack. 
Throughout the years there haz never been a correct shuffle ov the cards.
It haz only kum into view currently. If you think that I like bitching about a deletion ov a channel or a removal ov a video (that includes a 'time-out' on facebook) iz my favorite pastime ... you are incorrect.
I will not bore you with "What it Takes" to keep SLEEPCHAMBER alive and well.
I will only retort by saying that most would not have much ov a chance in their efforts at attempting to establish a musickal structure similar in comparison.
Although I try to keep in mind that many social 'musick sites' are usually bland at best when providing any sort ov interesting facts or views on 'Musickal Concepts'.
They lack the information and the knowledge to provide their readers with an un-bias
look into the artist in detail.
Most blogs and sites draw from Wikapedia for their foundation to build from.
Its almost painful to constantly read the opening lines..."An american Industrial band led by JZ the band iz known for using S&M,bondage & magick in their imagery".
Az with other sites such az 'Disogs' they may have an impressive (yet incomplete) discography on Me and My musick but only provide a skeleton bio which leaves the reader uninformed and robbed ov any intellect. Its primary goal seems to be marketing ov the musickal products ...which iz not a bad thing. 
I have released so many projects in the past that to keep up with its demand for the 'rare' and 'impossible to find'  iz not likely to be a priority with Me.
I release small amounts ov copies because the musick iz only made for the chosen few. 
The elite individuals that have followed Me from the beginning and there after.
I do maintain much respect for theze individuals.
In social media ... being facebook, twitter, u-tube etc ...I can only depend on 'views' and 'comments' az a poor reference ov our current popularity.
Az much ov this goes against My concept az an artist ...I have no other choice.
Currently I am providing nothing but a few cassettes and a poster for sale.
There iz a vast amount ov SLEEPCHAMBER items out there for sale.
We have had problems with selfish people bootlegging some ov our more popular items. Such az T-shirts and vinyl.
In many cases this iz a normal reaction to a demand for things unavailable.
Supply & demand.
There iz little I can do about it. I would be spending much time on legal issues instead ov producing the musick, video and philosophy.
I have never had issue with individuals posting videos ov their favorite piece ov musick or video. The problem kums when the greedy indie labels that do not think twice before they bootleg a T-shirt or a CD that the whole lifeline to their financial direction depends on the 'artist' not totally on the supply for their musick.
SLEEPCHAMBER haz probably reached its end at this point. Being overwhelmed with what iz in demand and what I can provide iz getting to be a tricky fix.
If I do this...I will not be able to do that. I spend more time supplying  info and images ,checking stats,promoting pages,sites and blogs than doing what I want to do. Write and rekord musick.
SLEEPCHAMBER haz always been a collection ov kaos. But well staffed and maintained kaos. 
From the first review "Who gave theze guys a synth for Christmas ?" ... to the "original industrial muscle band" and the ever so clever "Sex gods and holymen of the occult"
 (picture by LUNA TSUKI. SLEEPCHAMBER at Krazy Kastle-Allston,Mass.2012)

I only do this once. Every part ov it iz musickal history. SLEEPCHAMBER will obviously continue till I'm done with her. Even though a current New CD iz going to be hard to complete. This iz because ov in the middle ov making a solo CD plans to play Israel became an important accomplishment to Me.
So between all the drama I find myself with too many fingers in the pie.
I am being forced to pick musick for the solo release and possibly steal SLEEPCHAMBER songs already rekorded and release them on the solo release.
I can not steal solo trax for the SLEEPCHAMBER release. They just do not sound like SLEEPCHAMBER.
I am in the middle ov mastering solo trax along with the last SLEEPCHAMBER trax we rekorded last year and this year. I'm uncertain if there iz enough for a complete CD release but I could be wrong. We will have to see after all this sorting I got ahead ov Me.
(Me and LEELA-(the Gun) by Sheri Snow /July 2016)

With a birthday kumming up and plans to organize this Last Stand show in Israel and shows in Germany I'll be out ov sight for awhile. I hope you all are well. And the ones that are in issue I wish you My best. I'll keep you in My thoughts and heart.
+JOHN ZEWIZZ+ 8/7/16


Saturday, August 6, 2016


  ~:MAGICK:~ Part One~ 777 Year ov STRIFE

~:MAGICK:~Part One~ 



Many ov you have many questions. First off know that we are in The Year ov "STRIFE"...you have to know and understand this to be true from your own knowledge ov awareness. If not...read no longer. This text iz for those who are in question ov direction and focus.
Current Issue: "777" YEAR OV STRIFE.  be now informed that every year haz a balance. It can go either way. Some years you think are 'bad' turn out to be 'not so bad'. Well...this year kums under the Flaming Tongue ov God's alphabet* from the ancient Hebrew book the Qabbalah az year 777 ...in the Alphabet the flaming tongue letters 777 stand for 666.      Now you can go google yourself silly looking up 777 or whatever you want. This text iz to save you all the time.  And some ov you will feel free to give Me your version ov the same thing.  Make no mistake, you can see it everywhere from politics to social media all over the world.
To know STRIFE and to understand that its reign ov energy iz an 'equivalent exchange' to what haz already been changed or altered. So, know its time here should have been expected. Realize there iz nothing you can do to alter its existence . This year will kill some ov you instead ov making you stronger.
The World iz currently in a Magickal state. It iz best to adapt to this situation. Remember your ego iz at its worst right now. You should avoid any situations that involve conflict, anger, disagreement, and discord. Especially over fundamental issues ov all kinds.
If you chose to engage in theze situations YOU WILL LOSE.  This iz time when you fold up your cards and except your losses. Remember that Enlightenment kums from your true virtues  The virtue ov 'humbleness' kums to mind...you pick what virtue az a Magickal weapon to use in every situation. There are others too. To understand how to be true to your Will and conquer a relative situation with the dynamic ov that situation iz key... you must chose correctly.
You will find everything possible to have a meaning for 777 if you google it...go ahead..I'll wait.
Anyway...to be sure you must watch your daily life for any conflicts and avoid them. This iz no cheap dime store prediction. Any Magickian who studies from the TREE OF LIFE knows far too well what to expect from ignorance ov Life and Nature. We must all maintain our so called 'common sense'...which iz also your 'primal instinct'.
To simply banish them away for this 'political correctness' iz not only ignorant but kaos. And most kaos iz ignorance ov the Will.
Before letting your ego take full control ov your logic take a step back and look at yourself. You will be glad you did.
The Secret here iz ... that we should be joining together az a species to enjoy what we share in common. Not to start finding out how many different names we can classify ourselves into. That's called 'pigeon-holing' or reverse stereo-typing....why would you want to start a philosophy under that concept ?
POLITICAL CORRECTNESS iz a concept ov ego. It iz wanting to be 'right' about the situation based on a collection ov opinions that use their STRIFE to establish their claim in correctness. Even if you are wrong, You will fight for the sake ov not being wrong. Not being able to ever except that you are ever wrong about anything. Any Magickian will tell you that your ego iz your worst enemy.
STRIFE iz an ego tool ov Magick. To use it you are saying its your best spiritual weapon for that situation. Without

it being backed up by taking responsibility for that action you have no unconscious direction ov Psyche. No one who understands Magick would consider this path ov thinking. It iz not rational or logic. Its roots are buried in anger, selfishness and conflict.
WHOMSOEVER takes this path ov ego iz doomed to failure and encourages a slaughter ov their own True Free Will.
See for yourself. The World iz in conflict everywhere. Why would fighting among ourselves be a common sense thing? Joining together to Me seems more  potentially powerful than finding odds with each others problems or issues.
Az those who fight and spend their petty time bickering an issue with nonsense accomplish nothing at all.,  Everything that only matters to ones ego, takes offence to what you do not agree with.    Something you fear from not being quite informed on ...Step Back ... Could all ov this possibly be... being done by design ?  Its not like we are on the first pages ov a history book.
I have to disconnect here...I could go on but would rather try and keep the notion short .

* Hebrew: Tongue of Fire Alphabet.  Said to be the alphabet (Alefbet) handed down to the Hebrews by the flaming words ov Gods tongue: Sacred alphabet from the Kabbalah (Ancient Hebrew mystic translations)

+JOHN ZEWIZZ+    ~08/6/16~    

SLEEPCHAMBER~ "Ov This Flesh" (official video) 1989



Friday, August 5, 2016

TheStrongestThing... WithoutAprescription : My Fentanyl Overdose ...

By JOHN ZEWIZZ

After the Interview on "Being 60"... I walked over to light some frankincense incense to get the smell ov male hormones out ov the room  (tight studio with 4 males). It waz quite hot and there waz 3 SLEEPCHAMBER members including myself in the Studio. I had injected a half gram ov Heroin and left the 'cotton' for another member to draw up for himself. Although there were 3 hard-core addicts present, one waz clean,one waz on Suboxone and then there waz Me. I had been taking regular doses ov 800mg ov Neurontin (Gabapentin) every 6 hours to detox from any opiate addiction stemming from spotted use ov Heroin and Suboxone . My goal waz to stop the use ov theze Opiates. The addiction waz bekuming
 too much ov a demand on Me and I waz looking to break away from a life time ov addiction no matter how small.  The 2 post addicts were the least knowledgeable in cases ov 'overdose' situations than any others in My circle.   After lighting the incense I am blank. I do not remember anything. My next memory waz having a girl friend ov another SLEEPCHAMBER member over Me with the look ov distress on her face. I had overdosed for the first time in My life on Heroin. I could hear the police sirens in the background along with the abstract kaos ov voices around Me and outside the Studio. I waz briefed by the girl on what had happened. I waz found on the floor below the incense blue and motionless. They had tried slapping Me, throwing water on Me, and even burning Me to a 2nd degree burn with cigarette lighter under My arm. Eventually injecting up My nose 2 Naloxone Hydrochloride shots.She then started CPR.  I awoke confused and quickly had to focus in My mind what waz kumming next.   The EMTs arrived 2 males asking all sorts ov typical questions.  I waz feeling the effects ov the Naloxone ...My arms and legs were cramping up ...I could not stretch out either ov them without some sort ov pain. To such a degree I waz moaning while trying to expand My arms and legs. The 2 EMTs just stood there. They seemed somewhat afraid to kum to close to Me. They passed Me an oxygen mask and hooked it up to a tank. At all times keeping their distance and not saying much ov anything.
 Before I knew it the Police had arrived ...I saw a 2 man unit consisting ov a heavy cop and a tall cop. Right away the heavy cop started.."Get the needle...get the needle " he shouted ... "Where's the needle..where iz it? " he bellowed from the doorway ov the entrance. I said .."Right in there "..(pointing to the trash bucket) which waz full to the top with fresh coffee grinds, yesterdays grinds, and some left over coffee and soured cream cups from yesterdays take out coffee. The cop looked at the trash and figured it waz not worth the bother. He walked into the room and yelled "Put out that shit"...(meaning the burning incense) ..I responded "Its not hiz house...leave the incense alone" ...My friend waz at odds with himself ...he did not know who to obey. He tried to blend in silently while Me and the heavy cop had our discussion. I made it clear that I waz the Alpha in charge by explaining My rights to him..(he being about 30-35 years old) ..the Alpha in charge iz always the most informed and aggressive not to mention older by almost double the age. He waz uncertain if he wanted to scrap with Me. I waz fully upright and towered over him. I waz now taking charge ov what parts ov the situation I could. I had just died for about 8 minutes 10 minutes ago . I waz in a bit ov trama from the event but knew if I did not take charge, it would end up being a worse situation left to its own direction. I moved toward the door to send the signal I waz ready to go with them to the hospital az I know its a regular thing with all Heroin overdoses and I did not want the cops looking around anymore than they had the chance to. The heavy cop sees a doll in a rocking chair (left over from a SC video) ...he barks out "Are you a pedophile? ...Why do you have this doll ?" ...
I responded .."It waz for a video" ... He responds "What kind ov video ? Pedophile video ?"  I returned with .."For My niece ...do you want Me to call her ? ..She iz 5 years old...you can ask her if you need to" ...It waz a lost cause for the heavy cop at this point. I think he figured I had made him look the fool enough times to lay back ...but no he had to respond with getting the last words in..."Look at this place...what iz this fucking place anyway...?" ...I remained silent and walked out the door with one EMT worker .The tall cop asked Me "Are you the guy who got beat up here ?" (meaning the assault 2 years ago) I said "yeah" then the cop asked Me if I had My keys..I said "No..just leave it unlocked".
Az we entered the ambulance I dropped My cigarettes ...the cop closed the door without letting Me get My cigarettes..hiz big coup de grace.  My adventure waz just getting going. Both EMT workers sat upfront az I sit in the back alone. (by law one iz to sit back with the patient to observe and respond to any emergency)...but I guess theze 2 guys were on the first day or something. After arriving at the hospital we were met by a blonde blue eyed Babylon babe. She waz a treat for My eyes. It waz not too long after the obvious phony "Hi..and how are you ?..can you tell me your name ?..whats your birthday.?..do you know where you are ? regiment ov condescending lingo that only offends your common sense.  I am not one for being disrespected in any form ov being talked down to. And in the hospital there iz a hierarchy ov misfits plenty for any task. After a brief conversation with the 1st nurse I waz introduced to an actual doctor. I said ..."I'm the horrid dope addict overdose " ..he waz actually not a bad guy, he said he waz not judging Me and asked Me if I wanted to go to detox.  I explained "If you got a place in NH or Vermont in the wilderness with some nice doctor who would listen to Me..I would go right now" ...he explained that the only options were what waz available. I explained .."No thanx..I've done My time in those Nazi camps...I'm on My own now Doc"..He said OK and left. I waz about 10 minutes before another nurse arrived. I stood up and said I wanted to leave. She tried to degrade Me by telling Me I had to give a urine sample. And offered Me a bed-pan urine container. The ones they give you when you can not get out ov bed. I waz already standing so I started to unzip my pants and reached in to grab my cock saying .."OK, right here..?"..right away the nurses were upset at my kum-back to their intimidation by means ov a bed-pan urine container. I said I wanted to go to the restroom to piss. She followed Me to the restroom and held the door open with the attitude I waz not to be trusted in giving her a piss.(I waz in for an OD, why would I possibly want to give her a fake piss ??). While she held the door open for half the hospital staff to observe Me pissing..I turned sideways so she could see My cock pissing into the 6-oz container. .now overflowing with 20-oz ov piss. I gladly handed her the piss soaked container explaining that she should be wearing laytex gloves to stop from getting the piss on her hands.  After this I made at least 4 different attempts to leave. I waz stopped by 4 different nurses with the same saying "John, you can't leave yet..go back and lie down"  It had been over an hour. One nurse came over to take my vitals. My blood-pressure waz high...She waz in question about this. Right after an OD your blood-pressure iz always low, thats why they keep you at the hospital. To make sure that if the Naloxone wears off you do not go back to unconsciousness. I explained to them..."What happens when someone iz injected with Naloxone ??? " ..the doctor had arrived and answered "You got into instant withdrawal" ..I asked .."Am I in withdrawal..??" He responded "No"..so, I asked again if I could leave. He assured Me it would be "any minute now" ...after another 15 minutes I yelled "Doc, can I go now,?" ...the nurses were saying "Not yet" ..but finally the doctor seen My blood-pressure and said "OK, let him go". What drama...I had little time to wonder about the time spent dead. unresponsive and unconscious. I walked out and took the train home. My cloths were still wet in the kool breeze ov the night. My arm waz in a painful way. The nurses told Me that I had a scratch on the underside ov My arm. I later found out I had a large 2nd degree burn there from someone holding a lighter there for several minutes to try and bring Me to consciousness. When I arrived home it waz like that rats had already abandon the ship that might be being watched by the police or the landlord. It waz quite silent. I went by and thanked the girl who saved My life with the Naloxone injections & the CPR.  She noted that in the chest compression's that My chest 'popped' or 'cracked' ..I hugged her and gave her My thanx for 'everything' ...and explained that it waz in true emotion that I waz thankful .
Now some ov you would think I the fool for such an event. I am not ashamed ov the Interview for being 'high' on Heroin. That waz a moment ov 'My time' shared with you. I see nothing but simple folly here. I have stopped the occasional use ov Heroin for good now. And deserve no medal for doing so. I see it az another omen on My life. I waz not paying attention to what drugs I waz putting into My body. The mixture ov too many almost cost Me My life. What doez not kill Me, makes Me much stronger. And those who do not adapt will fall to the experiences ov our make-believe system. Be it the "legal system" or the "medical system". Both I have issues with. Neither one iz in your best interest. They are necessary but to be avoided if at all possible. They are more against you than for you. Avoid both theze systems if at all possible. They both will steal much ov your time.They are mostly filled with incompetent students from upper-middle-class homes that have never experienced much in life but a high school dance or fight. Their greed for knowledge brings them to high paying sterile enviornments that demand very little common sense.
Now you must wonder..'what did I see when I waz not ov this world'...when I waz 'out'.. I seen nothing. I could only feel a very strong emotion ov sadness. Like I waz feeling My true soul. I had a sense ov 'classical' musick waz playing...but could not hear it..just sense it ..I felt like I waz in slow motion. Almost like being under water.  I do not kum out ov this situation with fear or religious insight. I could only wish for such glory to awake with a revelation ov a spiritual experience.
Where to now ? I seek no drug to control My emotions. They seem to have no affect for My needs any longer. Its been like that for quite sometime. Sex iz also no longer a pass time that I am able to escape with. Phony sexual play times only bore Me now. Real romance seems to be out ov the question also (youth being lost on the young). I feel the entering ov a stage ov reality I am not quite use to. I go to this phase with all the Alpha glory I have absorbed through out the years ov past experiences that have not killed the spirit ov My soul. It iz quite the insight to realize what truly 'alone' iz.  I do Musick only when I'm inspired to. It iz nothing you can force or demand ov yourself. Magick iz only used in desperate times. And I can not afford any 'Equivalent Exchange' ...for any Magick I may currently need. I have mixed emotions. I am either somewhat manic or alone in reflection. Yes, I can be treated for 'bi-polar' disorder.(and I am along with ADD and PTSD) But again, being tied to the medical system in exchange for treatment seems to be too demanding ov Me.  Being alone means you have to live with yourself. Most ov your time iz spent in your head questioning your every thought. I do My best not to second guess myself. No one iz perfect. Mistakes are OK to make. Az long az you learn from past ones. After admitting your mistake you must understand the many reasons for the mistake. Not excuses! ...excuses are no reason for a mistake.
Remember...you are who you have made yourself ... if you do not like what you see ...change what you see. Time only goes faster and if the time you need to build yourself iz spent on repairing yourself your time will be short indeed. Az an Individual spend your personal time wizely. For time iz short for all ov us ... John Zewizz +8/5/16+
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Sunday, July 24, 2016


                      SLEEPCHAMBER VIDEO CHANNELS

There are thousands ov SLEEPCHAMBER uploads. Hundreds ov Videos. Most are "Live". You can find most all the most popular Trax on U-Tube and VIMEO. Make no mistake, this iz not an eazy task keeping the "Official Videos", Live versions, Interviews, and Favorites available to the public. Since SLEEPCHAMBER had started in 1982 We have been historically documenting our events, sessions (radio & studio),Interviews and performances.
SLEEPCHAMBER iz not a Band that iz interested in anything but the concepts ov Eroticka,Individuality, Magick and what iz personally on My mind at the time....
I waz always conscious ov filming what we were doing at the time for later reference or release . Most Bands do not get this thought till after something great haz happened.I have always been interested in Musick and Film since the beginning ov SLEEPCHAMBER. Now over the years (about 34) I have collected hundreds ov Live shows. Most filmed with multi camera angels. So you may sometimes see the same song from a different angel.
Most Live videos are single camera angels.Now usually this gets boring with common Bands. But I think since there iz enough entertainment going on stage with SLEEPCHAMBER especially with THE BARBITCHUETTES that a single camera angel iz enough. The multi camera angels are a treat. There are a few pro shot videos that show the performance in great detail. 
There iz always someone bitching about the network U-Tube not providing the right amount ov 'views' or that they play with the numbers ov views. I have had my Channels deleted completely from U-Tube 3-times. Eventually being kicked off U-Tube and "Banned from using Google product". So most ov the SLEEPCHAMBER and other artists uploaded now on U-Tube are on their 4th upload. That iz why you see such small "Views". 
In response I have given permission for SLEEPCHAMBER supporters to upload their own videos ov shows, Interviews,favorite trax,and whatever they want on SLEEPCHAMBER. I have provided Links to our sanctioned Channels. I only request that if you upload our Musick that you provide az much info az possible on that upload. Remember I have sacrificed the possibility ov now selling Musick that iz now offered Free on the Internet.
If you do not have information on the upload please contact Me or the SLEEPCHAMBER facebook page for any information needed on the upload. We will provide az much az we can. Again, the upload iz not only because You like the track. It iz because their iz a history on all SLEEPCHAMBER Musick and it iz requested for all to be informed on our efforts in the creation ov SLEEPCHAMBER Musick .

 SLEEPCHAMBER VIDEO DEN CHANNEL

This iz an "Official Channel". In other words it iz either run by Me or haz full permission to be designed and managed by an official rep with My Permission. Theze tend to be the 'best' uploads.
                                                                                                                                               
                                                        https://vimeo.com/channels/414871

                                                 

                                                     

                    ANUBUS 23 CHANNEL                          

This iz one ov the Newer Official Channels on U-Tube. It iz uploaded with the more popular Live material including for the first time COMPLETE SHOWS.

This Channel also contains some ov the early "Official Videos" from SUBMIT TO DESIRE, SIRKLE ZERO" and SEXMAGICK RITUAL. It contains raw footage and video promos from different releases. Many thanx to KAY TUE for managing this Great Channel
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC6bMNtdwN4Zp4uHjZkiz45g

                                                                                                                                                                                         

INNER-X-MUSICK CHANNEL

Now since I waz kicked off U-Tube 3 years ago I have not added anything to this Channel. You can find many early videos and early Live material.


                                                                  https://www.youtube.com/user/TheOIZREXSEN/videos
THE OIZREXSEN CHANNEL
This iz an "Official Channel" also. It tends to have Videos and Musick uploads.

https://www.youtube.com/user/TheOIZREXSEN/videos


                                       THE OFFICIAL SLEEPCHAMBER FAN PAGE                                      

This Channel iz managed by "Official" fans & followers ov SLEEPCHAMBER. Our UK law man in Washington DC. It contains a vast collection ov Live,New and Rare material.






WOMEN OF THE SS (Official Private) CHANNEL

This Channel iz small az to its uploads. This iz because many ov the WOMEN OF THE SS videos are not allowed on any network. I do not want to take any chances with the VIMEO Network az I have had 2 Complete deletions ov the Channel along with the SLEEPCHAMBER VIDEO DEN. After 2 years ov uploading 276 videos they Deleted on the reason ov being "TOO SEXUALLY STIMULATING".
Plus I do want something to package and offer our followers
https://vimeo.com/channels/579973.






SLEEPCHAMBER and THE BARBITCHUETTES CAPTURED LIVE

This Official Channel contains mostly Live BARBITCHUETTE footage. It also contains a few early films,a Vagina Piercing all featuring The 




All Fantastick "Live" pictures by LUNA TSUKI .I hope that you will continue to support our Musick by viewing it. I know its power in your fingers to "LIKE" something. I understand that you have to join VIMEO to "LIKE" something so instead go to U-Tube and "Thumbs Up" the videos you like,and for Shits sake leave a 'Comment" even if its silly...I do not see all comments on U-Tube because they are run by other supporters and I may see something if the video kums into my attention,but others see the "Comments" ov support and Love.
Thank You all for your support,letters,gifts and comments over the years. The important ones have reached Me.
JOHN ZEWIZZ



Saturday, July 23, 2016

SLEEPCHAMBER ~ Current Update Status 2016

                                                  JOHN ZEWIZZ~ "Fever" (Remix)


                                       
                                         SLEEPCHAMBER~ "Bang Bang" (demo)
 
SLEEPCHAMBER ~ Current Update Status 2016

The Latest SLEEPCHAMBER Line-Up haz Disbanded in 2016. Leaving the Band iz Gimme"Sparks. Tick & Bob Avakian have decided to work behind the scenes az programmers and assisting in Drum Programs. Plans to Tour Tel Aviv ISRAEL,..Germany, Sweden, and Poland are in current kaos. I have been scanning new members but everyone over 40 iz a major disappointment. Fear ov the kaos over there haz brought on inhibitions ov Security problems.
I am currently working with Bob Avakian, Kay Tue, & Brian Hughes finishing up my Solo CD "SEXUALLY TOO STIMULATING" (more on that later). The last Trax Rekorded for a SLEEPCHAMBER CD are not enough for a complete Release. Titles Rekorded but not Produced include BANG BANG, ENCHANTMENT, THEY KILLED A PRINCESS, APOCALYPSE NOW, FEAR, and FICTION ROMANCE.   Although there are Drum Programs with stray Guitar riffs and Vocal References there are no Titles or complete Lyrics . My Solo CD iz more complete and will probably be released at the end ov August. Trax will include the major PEGGY LEE cover ov "FEVER" (many mixes) one includes a female harmony/backing  vocal. Other trax include BANG BANG-(same song az above), CATFIGHT-(long & short versions), HONEYDEW HEBREW, I SLEEP IN YOUR DREAMS, BLOOD LUST, and other Sexually Stimulating titles. That there are a few Instrumentals that fall into the style ov dark  and electronic iz about all I can describe about them at this time. There iz also a Video in production for one ov the Songs. You will have to wait on that...I can say this ..it will be controversial to some, and enjoyable to the supporters who follow us.   I must Apologize for not having an "official SLEEPCHAMBER site. Problems with people who want to design it themselves without my direction haz been a major issue along with WEBS.COM freezing My Site for having so called "Fetish Sites" (VIMEO Link) ..and 'Obscene' Videos ("SUBMIT TO DESIRE", etc) while they leave the fingernail up and put up full ads under them. This major company haz pulled every trick in the book on Me .. I cannot believe that they are the biggest ov all the Web Site hosts out there.   I have been checking out 'other' sites to make sure I do not invest in one that I'm going to go through similar stunts with. Some suggest that I use the 'Porn" networking system. That iz a complete insult to Me. I should not have to deal with Censorship to display My Concept ov Eroticka.    Now az you can see that even after 35 years ov SLEEPCHAMBER I am still dealing with the same old problems. I'm sure it will not be long though before SLEEPCHAMBER  and its vast Empire ov Musick and Historical Documentation will find a Home that We all can feel free relaxing at. Right ??  With all the duties and work that kums with keeping the SLEEPCHAMBER concept alive...I can not do it all. And its at that point now. So, I am searching for competent people who might assist Me in establishing a good Web-Site-Home along with the managing ov this Site. Your rewards would be complete credit for all work, designs, management and acknowledged az a member ov our staff.
Other information worthy ov mentioning iz the 2 day interview I did with a married couple who asked Me in detail every question you would possibly want to know about SLEEPCHAMBER.   From the Beginning, to early days in TOPY, to JONATHAN BRILEY's history in SC, to MALCOLM SMITH's DOKUMENT PROJEKT, not to mention 10 years ov THE BARBITCHUETTES, The SCOPOLAMINE unreleased CD, details ov My Sex Life and what Secrets I use in My Sexual encounters, Aphrodisiacs, Drug Addiction, the loss ov Laura Graff and "Silvermoon", the earlier Record labels, the Assault on My Life, and lastly Being 60 and still very active.   To say the least I feel like the history ov My Life haz been explained in case I die.  I am in perfect shape and health, do not plan on killing Myself , so if I do die...it will not be for those reasons.
Where from here ... ?  there iz talk that the current line-up may do a TV Broadcast ov all the new songs. This iz in such a 'maybe stage' that it could happen tomorrow or not at all. It may be reduced to an FM Broadcast at the least. Still, I will have that filmed for Promotional upload to support any Shows that we play in Europe.  Lastly, I would like to thank all our supporters through out the years. Az most ov you have seen the same az I have that SLEEPCHAMBER and Myself  are left off many so called "Industrial" articles, web mentions, blogs,etc.  What can I say ? ...Many ov you know that we were one ov the early original Industrial muscle bands. I had always had the intention to stay obscure and do what I wanted. This cost SLEEPCHAMBER deals with RCA and other major labels. There have been independent labels that have believed in us and supported us greatly. I thank you for that now personally .
A Threat iz a Promise ... and I Promise you that I will continue to do my concept ov Musick till the End.
JOHN ZEWIZZ 7/23/16